There are few topics that can make me become an active participant. Gay marriage, abortion, alcohol and education systems. For those who know me know that I want to be a teacher, and this blog isn't to rant about the flaws of the education system (although I could) but it is to explain to you why despite the strains the system puts on teachers I still want to be a teacher for a whooping 40k a year.
I believe that without struggle there would be no reward.
Like many of you know I babysat 3 boys this summer (sadly this is my last week). Two of them had a speech impediment and lets just say they are all a bit unruly. They scream, and push each other down the stairs, when I say no they do it anyways, and they whine like nobodies business. Or at least they did at the beginning of the summer. I would come home completely exhausted. Flustered because one threw up on the floor, the other started crying because I couldn't understand them and then the last got a bloody nose. I literally thought my life had gone to hell and was considering changing my major. Monday night I realized how far the boys and I have come since those moments. As I tucked them in to bed one said "Night tourtney, me love you", and when the other asked me if I liked him and I said yes he said "well, i love you. you love me?" I cried all the way home.
I know now that pink milk means strawberry milk, that if I count first they can count to ten, and if I let them put their own shoes on they can tell the difference between left and right. They can even spell their names.
Every day I almost have a heart attack. When they run into traffic, when I cant find them at the pool, or when they jump off the wall even though I said no. But every day the boys learn something, and I get to watch that. If I had come into this and they were angels and did everything I said, watching them look both ways, or put their shoes on wouldn't be as awarding as it is now.
& that is why I want to be a teacher, because with great struggle comes greater reward.
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